Something
that changed my life was Colorado. I was treated badly and it made me look at
life a lot differently because I was used to be treated well. I don’t treat
anyone bad anymore unless they’re asking for it because I know how it feels to
be treated like I don’t matter, like I’m a liar (even when I’m not), like im
below everyone. People are not nice, and they are vindictive. I don’t like
people at all because of how hateful and mean they are. Theyre too easily
influenced by outside things in their life like drugs, alcohol, other people,
being popular takes over them. People get bullied a lot in life and since I was
bullied I know what its like. I don’t know how someone can just poke fun at
someone and think its funny. I don’t know how someone can just make someone
feel so little and then think its okay. I was made to feel little, I was made
to feel worthless, I was made to feel disgusting, I was made to feel like I was
always in the wrong. I know I didn’t deserve it but I accepted it
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
I believe
I believe in spanking because when I was little I was
spanked and I believe that it makes the kid learn discipline and respect. Ive
noticed that the kids that grow up hitting their parents are the ones that
aren’t getting disciplined at home. Theyre rude, they are disrespectful, and
its not just towards their parents, it over flows into family people at school
and others. When a kid is disrespectful and their friends see that, theyre
going to act like that. Disrespect is like a disease, a super contagious
disease that only spanking when young will fix. I believe in spanking because
kids aren’t respectful when they are not spanked when theyre doing something
bad. My mom told me that when I was little I would see other kids misbehaving
in the store and I would look at them in disbelief because of how crazy they
were acting.
Stress
I think that stress is something
that a lot of people let control their lives. I get stressed out like anyone
else in the world, but I don’t let it get to me because I know it affects
people around me and it also affects me in a negative way. Some stress is okay,
but a lot is not good at all for your body because of all the things it puts us
at risk for. Stressors are often problems in our life that we can not control
and therefore we get stressed out and start worrying about little or big things
in our life.
What I do when im stressed is
nothing.
The thing that stresses me out is
my mom
I know she doesn’t think I do
anything around the house because it is messy when she comes over but I think
that that is why she thinks im lazy and “not doing anything with my life”. I
think she doesn’t like me because I don’t answer my phone when I don’t hear it
and I think she lies to her friends to make me look bad to them because it
makes herself feel better
Laceys mom just got mad at
something Lacey said like usual. It’s like she can’t say anything right to her
mom without her mom blowing up.
Movie story
As I was flying around, I found someone with a bagel that
looked really tasty. He tried to give me a piece, but I wanted the whole thing
so I proceeded to take it. When he threw it, it landed in a metal box with
fancy buttons so I followed it. After the little box shut on me, I found all
kinds of buttons that looked cool so I poked one and it made noise. I liked the
noise it made so I pressed it a few more times because of how cool it sounded.
Apparently the guy wanted me to get out and his offering was the bagel but I
knew of his shenanigans so I jumped back into the case because he wasn’t going
to get his case without giving me my bagel. When he did give me the bagel, it
fell onto the red button and he took off flying with my bagel still in the suitcase.
Oh heck no. I flew up there and glared at him until he gave me my bagel back
and when he did I flew down to the ground happily with my bagel.
Personal credo
compose a personal credo that distills your unique approach to life
im not sure what a credo is, but im assuming im supposed to be talking about my approach to life so here it is.
I take one day at a time. Sure, i make plans for the future, but I try to live in the moment. I doubt myself a lot, probably because all of my life no one has been there to encourage me. I always feel like i am not good enough because no matter how hard i try, my mom still isnt proud of me. i was doing nothing with my life a few months ago now im going to school, i have a job and i got my license. still not good enough.
im not sure what a credo is, but im assuming im supposed to be talking about my approach to life so here it is.
I take one day at a time. Sure, i make plans for the future, but I try to live in the moment. I doubt myself a lot, probably because all of my life no one has been there to encourage me. I always feel like i am not good enough because no matter how hard i try, my mom still isnt proud of me. i was doing nothing with my life a few months ago now im going to school, i have a job and i got my license. still not good enough.
If I could learn something new
if i could learn something new it would be learning how to be a large animal veterinarian. I love all animals but since i was little ive always had a facination with large animals. unfortunately, i wont ever be able to learn any of that because of my social status in my community. I dont want to be overwhelmed with student debt from going to college because that is a lot of money that i couldnt pay off. Debt scares me beyond anything else, it makes me feel horrible about myself. Ive already planned on going to school if i win the lottery because then i could do what i wanted without debt.
Something I'm passionate about
Animals
are something I am passionate about because they are all so innocent in so many
ways. You can always rely on an animal to always love you and they can’t talk
so they can’t share their secrets. When I get an animal, I’ll keep it until it
dies because I believe that all animals’ lives matter and my animals are my
life. Animals are my passion because there are so many different types that
range from all of the colors of the rainbow to land and sea animals. They all
fascinate me and I want to go into something that I can do that will allow me
to work with animals until the day I die. I love taking care of them, I love
loving on them, and I love how much they love me. I want to help save
endangered animals, or help wild animals. I love the thought of me being able
to help animals and for them to be able to continue to live because I helped
them.
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