If I could learn something new

if i could learn something new it would be learning how to be a large animal veterinarian. I love all animals but since i was little ive always had a facination with large animals. unfortunately, i wont ever be able to learn any of that because of my social status in my community. I dont want to be overwhelmed with student debt from going to college because that is a lot of money that i couldnt pay off. Debt scares me beyond anything else, it makes me feel horrible about myself. Ive already planned on going to school if i win the lottery because then i could do what i wanted without debt.